Hey Peeps!

I know everytime I try and update the page here I always say that I'll post some new art or anything at all and I don't.

*sighs*

to be honest..I dunno if I'm gonna keep up with this,I mostly browse here for any random new art or cosplay pics or anything else posted by the countless people I watch here which are so talented in their own way
and a Trillion times better than me,everytime I watch a new piece of artwork I feel so frustrated and want to chop my hands off for not being so talented but then again I never clamed to be The Best In The World in anything I'll leave that boasting to the people that ARE that like CM Punk or somebody else!

I mostly just blame myself for not trying hard enough or push myself....I guess I don't have it in me anymore,I think I've reached a crossroads that all the things that I have been passionate about all my life..I'm starting or maybe I lost that passion,that zest,is it that I'm getting older? or is the depression finally getting the upper hand? I honestly don't know...I do try and draw when I get that itch again but it's starting to be less and less...

I honestly don't know at this point...I dunno if I'm gonna keep this page either and just delete it....

Life is or has already caught up with me......

I feel so drained.....

What happened to me?

What happened?....Period

-Drakeo